Monday, 11 March 2013

Greetings.
I know i blog a little early today, it's only 6:16 pm. 
But there's a flame building inside me that i would like to rant about.
or simply vent about.
reached school early today, 30 mins before the morning assembly.
same as always, i don't know whether it's a blessing or a curse.
there's one new anonymous confessed to me, again. 
now there's 5. 
i know, people would consider it a blessing. 
Yes, I'm grateful for the facts that i have quite a number of suitor, truthfully.
but seriously? what's the good in me ? 
I'm a social outcast, ill- tempered (currently I'm trying to tame it), short
ugly and the list continue.
think about it, there's a lot better guys out there.
why me? adding on i have long determine my heart to a girl not months but years,
what make you think I'm easily crumble.  
sigh. i really don't know what to do ... ... confused.
but ultimately i doesn't intent to hurt anyone. i know how i feels to be rejected.
i know and once shared the pain, considering myself experiencing a couple times.
so please, liking me will only end up nowhere but in the face of rejection.
i will not give up on the girl i like, no. or rather Love for years because of some anonymous.
even though anonymous was right. i do have a heart made of stone.
this is me, and I'm  proud of it. i believe my faithfulness level is not easily achievable.
respect me for that.
this the end of the first part of the rant.
like always, minding my own business in school. trying not to get any attention.
stay in the shadow. but no matter how hard i try or tried.
there's always, and i do mean always! people find stuff to criticise me. 
this time, the word they used is "arrogant."
seriously? me arrogant? haha. you're making me laugh.
i don't understand.
i responded friendly to others, never stare, never judge, never back stab anyone
and most of all, i never place myself above others.
so what gives other the reason to call me arrogant ?
you know there's a different between arrogant and confidence. 
so you think I'm confident? if i am, would i still be socially awkward ? 
honestly, even thought i doesn't show it. 
words like that crumble me on the inside.
there's a phrase i could relate, it goes like this :" beneath the confidence, doubt creeps" 
i ever truly see the good in me, i don't even know whether could i even accept myself.
and words like that doesn't help at all.
sigh. like i say this world is just too cruel. predator or the prey.
anyways, thanks for reading my pitiful rant or consider a vent.
thanks for visiting. :)

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Eugene, LoneWolf
A.K.A. xMrE3YCx
Single, 18/11 Scorpio

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