Tuesday, 12 March 2013

Greetings,
there's a lot of things happened recently.
Even thought i only been back a few days after my disappearance.
Truthfully tired from all this nonsensical occurrence that been thrown at me.
been 5 days and I'm already drenches, mentally and physically.
a friend ask me today: "hey, are you alright? you look moody."
i asked her not to worry, but something she said melted me.
"even thou you are moody in the past, you tend to cover with a smile ... so what happened? "
sincerely I'm touched. touched by her concerns.
the feeling of concern by someone had longed been forgotten since primary 3.
but even the strongest man has their weakest moment. i am no exception.
i tend to wear a "smile" even when I'm in a dire situation. 
there's a saying : "everything has a happy ending. if it isn't happy, it's not the end."
a pitiful self-relieved i gave myself. pitiful indeed.
but now, things seem to crumble me easily. 
i no longer have the strength to even fake a smile.
everything seems so grey and black.
how i wish i could show a little weakness , without criticism from others.
life is never easy for me. Always have a way to knock me down. hard.
times and times again i showed resilience. bouncing back up.
i guess this may be the reason i grown. 
this is not the life i ordered. cursing and swearing won't change a thing.
"it's better to light a candle than curse the darkness." 
initiative plays the biggest part.
i must find the strength within me once again.
come on! you slain the dragon once. twice won't prove much of a challenge right?
Eugene, you can do it! 
putting everything a side, 'N' Level should be my biggest concern right now.
nothing else matter. 
i might be a little less socialize this few days, i need spaces to let loose.
to clear the thunderstorm in my clouded head.
just saying to those that regarded me as friend, who actually concern me. 
not to worry ~ 
sorry to get emotional on recent post. 
but blogging seem to be able to loosen me , allow me to feel a little better :')
that's about it. thanks for Visiting :) 

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Eugene, LoneWolf
A.K.A. xMrE3YCx
Single, 18/11 Scorpio

My Bloods,
WeiGuang, Rey, Jeremy.
GREGS'10, NB'bs

i'm a Solitary individual :)
An optimistic, I forgive/forget .
nothing last forever,
make it worth:3
hate crowd and "Attention"
heard my name, not my story
i'm friendly , i don't bite ~
feel free to talk to me ;)

aftermaths,
i'm someone you don't wanna know .

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