Saturday 3 August 2013
Greetings
Finally, I'm back with my writings.
Many apologies for my long absence thou,
well, I'm finally back.
Basically, a lot has happened.
Finnish both of my national language oral examination.
English and Chinese. Honestly, i guess i did pretty badly.
Flanked my English spoken interactions and Chinese reading aloud.
sigh..hopefully I'll pass. What's done is done, no point vexing about it right?
the only sensible thing right now,
would be preparing myself for my remaining written examination.
moving on shall we?
yes. you're right, I'm back to being single again.
reason? well, what can i say? every story has it's end.
every relationship has it's own problem. mine was no different.
to me, both of us are at wrong, and none of us are at wrong.
confusing? HA!
she's a great girl, but I'm not that great.
I can't give her the happiness that she want. I tried my best thou.
well, i wishes her, sincerely and truthfully.
she would find a better man, lead a better life.
like promise, i will still be there for her, when she ever needed me :)
no, don't worry about me.
i will get over it. Honestly, I'm "forgetting" her at a rather hastened pace.
my heart still feel pain from time to time, but the problem start with my head.
it's seems that i can forget memories rather quickly ...
its like,
lets its start off with 100% for example, then when i have headaches,
it decrease dramatically, let say, -20%.
it's like that 20% was vaporize instantly...
I don't know whether its a bliss or a curse. I'm afraid of it.
It made me question myself. Was all this feelings real?
or my brain simply make it up? was it a infatuation?
for a moment, everything seems so fake to me.
seems like I'm exaggerating huh? can't blame you.
some say it's a bliss, because i don't feel long breakup pain.
some say I'm stone hearted.
whatever it is, i doesn't like it. It make me feel not me.
however, i could never forget someone completely. Never.
well. luckily for me, i have some really good friends,
or i should say "Brothers"
they were there for me the first moment they know what's happening.
being there for me, consoled me.
saying things like "you know what last? our brotherhood."
sounded gay, i agreed.
but it means lot to me. mean a lot to someone who was all along , alone.
wow. sorry for being wordy.
like always, till next time, thanks for visiting.
(in love with a goddess)
Saturday, August 03, 2013
The Exile
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Eugene, LoneWolf
A.K.A. xMrE3YCx
Single, 18/11 Scorpio
My Bloods,
WeiGuang, Rey, Jeremy.
GREGS'10, NB'bs
i'm a Solitary individual :)
An optimistic, I forgive/forget .
nothing last forever,
make it worth:3
hate crowd and "Attention"
heard my name, not my story
i'm friendly , i don't bite ~
feel free to talk to me ;)
aftermaths,
i'm someone you don't wanna know .
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